I’m beginning to believe that I will never be happy and that i will never find anyone who will accept me with all my bullshit baggage that I have. Yes im depressed as fuck but what do you expect me to be like when my whole worlds falling apart and im barely keeping my head above water. Yes I bitch but thats because I get treated like shit and like I dont matter. Im tired of feeling like im not good enough for everyone and im just a piece of trash. Im always there for everyone else but when I need someone are they ever there to help me and be there for me? No of course not! Why would they be? Im non-existant. Im just so drained, so tired, depressed as shit and just wanna die.